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[06 Mar 2005|06:08pm]
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I'd rather be a bitch then an ordinary broken heart [03 Mar 2005|06:17pm]

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Add me if you want to stay friends, cuz it's friends only <3 <3
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drink liquid clocks until I see God [01 Mar 2005|06:27pm]
"Thank you, please but your flattery is truly not becoming me. Your eyes are poor. You are blind. You see, no beauty could have come from me. I am a waste of breath, of space, of time."

<3 <3

When everything gets lonely I can be my own best friend
I get a coffee and the paper; have my own conversations
With the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening, by the morning looks like shit.

I need something I want to be close to
and I scream, but I still don't know why I do it
because the sound never stays, it just swells and decays
so what's the point?
why try to fight what is now so certain?
the truth is, all that I am is a passing event that will be forgotten.

I know you have a heavy heart; I can feel it when we kiss.

[20 Feb 2005|12:27pm]
So..turns out I only took two good pictures so far this weekend lol.

kristina [et] ryan
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hopefully today/tonight I'll take more :)

you can tell by the scars on my arms
and the cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that Im not the carefullest of girls
you can tell from the glass on the floor
and the strings that are breaking
and I keep on breaking more
and it looks like I am shaking
but its just the temperature,
but if it were any colder I could disengage
if I were any older, I would act my age
but I dont think you'd believe me...
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this thing is so cool 8) [17 Feb 2005|09:50pm]
all of my friends icons.Collapse )
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[23 Jan 2005|07:37pm]
Do you know where you are?
You're in The Jungle, baby.
You're gonna die.

[01 Jan 2005|02:03pm]
I hate my layout. I'm so tired of the same old shit. Can anyone help me spice it up?
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I gave you my heart [25 Dec 2004|02:00pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Merry Christmas

I'm so happy because I got everything I asked for plus a surprise present that I didn't think my mom got me, but she did! Okay so here's the list (not in any special order):

1. Mini Ipod (green)
2. Coach Bag (surprise present!)
3. Red Peacoat
4. Clothes from Hollister
5. $100 Simon Card
6. PJ's
7. Teddy Bear
8. Gloves
9. Socks
10. Clinique Happy Perfume
11. A Bowl (my sister bought it for me!!)
12. Candles
13. Harry Potter Movie (3rd one)
14. Bath and Body Works :D

And I still have to open presents from my other relatives who will be coming over later. Now I'm going to go help my mom cook because we're having 10 people here. I know most of you are like, "psh, that's nothing." But last Christmas we had four people here, that's it. So ten is a hand-full.

Hope everybody got what they wanted <3 8)
It'd be cool if everyone could tell me atleast one thing they got :thumbs up:
maybe I'll post pictures of my gifts later

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[08 Dec 2004|10:23pm]

RIP John Lennon
1940 - 1980

picture yourself in a boat on a river,
with tangerine trees and marmalade skies
somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
a girl with kaleidoscope eyes...

cellophane flowers of yellow and green,
towering over your head.
look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,
and she's gone...

Lucy in the sky with diamonds
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[21 Nov 2004|06:35pm]
...I haven't listened to Trapt since 9th grade.

I am such a terrible person.

and I am so sorry.

I dyed my hair.. no more black and blonde :(
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[07 Nov 2004|11:03pm]
I dreamt of a fever. one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart. with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons as to carry on. into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow, but I swear that I would follow anything if it would just get me out of here..

public??!! :-O [18 Oct 2004|04:58pm]
everything's okay with jessie
and I couldn't be happier<3

okay..you know what to do.. ^_^
mwa hahaaaa

ps- does anyone have psp8?
if so.. how do you make your black & white pictures have only parts that are colored?
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[29 Sep 2004|11:17pm]
and will your love light burn me, baby?
burn a hole right through my heart....

:x [19 Sep 2004|07:37pm]

you write such pretty words,
but life's no story book...

[05 Sep 2004|02:10pm]
"Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone." -The Notebook

(thanks Jenna)

schedule [21 Aug 2004|11:58am]
[ mood | drained ]

oh crap, you know school is near when you get your schedule in the mail.. I'm making this public, you guys know the drill.

homeroom - rm 224
per1: gym / astronomy - rm 225
per2: astronomy / ???
per3: english - rm 205
per4: art - rm 106
per5: lunch
per6: social studies - rm 302
per7: math - rm 314
per8: ASL 2 - rm 128
per9: (as usual) orchestra - rm 99

I'm thinking about TRYING to take Drawing and Painting instead of Studio Art. Because Studio Art sucks. And if I can't have Drawing and Painting, then I'm going to try and get into a Photo class. I really love taking pictures. I don't know if I have an out period on day two period two, or something else like a study hall. Hm... I'm changing my Gym period. Maybe I'll have gym second. Anything's better than first period Gym.

mm.. comment if we have any class together.

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;] [20 Aug 2004|07:11pm]
join 1_pothead_lane

early in the mornin' rising to the street. light me up that cigarette and I strap shoes on my feet. got to find a reason, reason things went wrong. got to find a reason why my money's all gone. I got a dalmatian, I can still get high. I can play the guitar like a mother fuckin' riot.

lovin' is what I got..

[03 Aug 2004|08:45am]
so I update this almost every single day for you
I begin to hate you for your face and not just the things you do
go tell her how my wrist is sore
from pulling at your insides all night
nothing that you do is new to anything or anyone but you

[25 Jul 2004|01:43pm]
Here is a scale. Weigh it out and you will find, easily, more than sufficient doubt that these colors you see were picked in advance by some careful hand with an absolute concept of beauty. They are smeared and these blurs come in random order to color the eyes of your former lovers. His were green like July except when he cried they were red. Now I know a disease that these Doctors can't treat. You contract it the day you accept all you see is a mirror and a mirror is all it can be. A reflection of something we're missing. And language just happened, it was never planned, and it's inadequate to describe where I am. In the room of my house where the light has never been waiting for this day to end. And these clocks keep unwinding and completely ignore everything that we hate or adore. Once the page of a calendar is turned it's no more. So tell me then, what was it for? Oh tell me, what was it for?

..public!! >_> [16 Jul 2004|08:38am]
never join fuckingxcute_
they're quite the mean group of kids
just an fyi..

omg, you could join fxcking_hip
we're all nice there =)

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